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Interview with Richard Jarzynka
 Blessed with Biploar What excites you most about your book’s topic? Why did you choose it?
Taking something that feels like a curse and forcing the blessings out of it. Letting people know that bipolar disorder is not a death sentence. God will use it for your best. And that is true of all suffering.
How long did the book take you from start to finish?
The writing of the book took about two and a half years. Living it took about 20.
What aspect of writing the book did you find particularly challenging?
When I had written half of the book, I learned of a 19 year-old man who went online and blogged about his depression for 12 hours. He went live on a web-cam and committed suicide while an untold number of bloggers watched. He had bipolar disorder. I knew immediately that my book had to deal with that man’s agony. I could not write a book about the blessings of bipolar disorder without also addressing its undeniable, excruciating pain. I hope that I have shown a way to blessing even in the very most desperate throes of bipolar depression. Even in a depression that puts one on the verge of suicide, there is the possibility of blessing. As long as you have breath, there is hope.
What surprised you the most about the book writing process?
It was more than one process and it changed over time. In 1989 I wanted to write about my first two psychiatric hospitalizations, but I couldn’t find the right format – and I had not yet lived the whole story. In early 2007, I wanted to write about being expelled from law school and representing myself in Federal Court against the law school, but I guess I was feeling too good to want to dredge up all of that. Then, one day I found myself in the food court of a mall with a pen and paper and I started playfully making a list of all the good things that have come out of my having bipolar. When I realized that the lawsuit and expulsion were a part of those bipolar blessings, it was as though two books came together in my mind under one theme. I was then able to write everything that had been on my mind since 1989.
Did you have any favorite experiences when writing your book?
I met a 10 year-old boy who had recently undergone surgery for a severed Achilles tendon. I was amazed by his attitude. He wore a full cast and a smile from ear-to-ear. I am hoping that someday he will write “The Severed Achilles Blessings.”
What do you hope your readers will gain from reading your book? God will use your worst suffering for your absolute best. When you put your faith in Christ, there is never reason to give up hope. But being a Christian absolutely does Not come with a promise that there will be no suffering. What projects are you currently working on? I am attempting to write articles on health care reform, the Fort Hood massacre, my favorite baseball team that just completed its 17th straight losing season, and a comment I recently heard about happiness. But I don’t consider writing “work.” The book was difficult at times, but it was always a joy. When writing starts to feel like a job, I need to take a vacation. When anything starts to feel like a job, I need to take a vacation. Is writing your sole career? If not, what else do you do? I sing at karaoke whenever I can find somebody who will go along with me. I also receive Social Security Disability Income. I paid into it for a long time.
Did you do any research for your books, or did you write from experience?
I wrote mostly from experience, but my experience includes a masters degree in psychology, a year in law school, and a whole lot of Bible study. So, you could say that I have a lot of experience doing research on my own experience.
How did you come up with your title?
I liked the oxymoronic alliteration. Hopefully, after reading my book, the idea of bipolar blessings will no long be oxymoronic.
What books have influenced you the most? Wild at Heart by John Eldredge, Man’s Search for Meaning by Viktor Frankl, The 1969 Baseball Encyclopedia, The Bible, and The Federal Rules of Civil Procedure – as amended to May 1, 2000
Who was your publisher and why did you choose them?
Xulon Press. I trusted them and I knew that I would have significant control over the final product. That freed me to write the way I wanted to write without too much concern for being edited – as long as I brought my foul-mouthed side under The Lord’s direction. I do have quite a vocabulary for the Holy Spirit to tame. I figure He’s up to the challenge.
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